The Last I Saw Her-Final

I'm the hateful son from the past
Wondering if his mother's love could last
Through the amount of tears I've made her shed
Through the amount of hateful words I've said.

I am the child that caused her tears
Asking forgiveness after all these years
I am the child that broke her heart
I ripped it and tore it all apart.

I didn't know until too late.
I didn't know of the terminal fate.
I couldn't see her hidden tears.
I didn't know her hidden fears.

There was no time to say goodbye.
Because the last I saw her--
The last I saw her i made her cry.