I love you more than any online game or even the internet.
I love you more than any anime or MMO Character set.
I'm sorry I don't have a ring to give, but here I am on my knee,
asking you to spend your life with me.
Instead of a ring I give you my heart my soul my being,
I give you my everything.
I can't promise a life of luxury
but I can promise to treat you like royalty.
So please say you will spend the rest of your life with me.
Danny, Will you marry me?
It feels like I'm overreacting.
Everything you do is attracting
to me.
Your words are impacting
everything I feel.
You face, your beauty plain distracting.
I get overly upset, happy, worried, and laugh with out reason.
Its like its four seasons
all at once.
there's Emotional treason
going on inside me.
So many feelings but seemingly lacking any reason.
If only I could make my self less confusing.
Its like my mind is refusing
to work.
I've never been so afraid of losing
anything as I am you.
This is all so bemusing.
your omnipotence over my emotion is insane.
Its hard to explain
how easily you sway my mood.
I wish I could ascertain
h
If only I was able to find the words somehow
To explain the many feelings inside of me right now
Positive mostly but negative ones too.
Its like I'm happily scared to fall in-love with you.
Heart is floating on cloud nine,
But my head's saying "Slow down! wait for a sign!".
I'm torn in half about what to do.
Do I dive head-first and leave it up to you?
Should I wait to think things through
Or should I give my heart to you?
Before I do, You should know; I'm really insecure,
I can be annoying at times and pretty immature.
I think too much, try too hard,
I'm awkward and a social retard.
I'm pretty messy and messed-up as well.
I have a one track
The Last I Saw Her-Final by Oriel-Danger, literature
Literature
The Last I Saw Her-Final
I'm the hateful son from the past
Wondering if his mother's love could last
Through the amount of tears I've made her shed
Through the amount of hateful words I've said.
I am the child that caused her tears
Asking forgiveness after all these years
I am the child that broke her heart
I ripped it and tore it all apart.
I didn't know until too late.
I didn't know of the terminal fate.
I couldn't see her hidden tears.
I didn't know her hidden fears.
There was no time to say goodbye.
Because the last I saw her--
The last I saw her i made her cry.
I don't know where to begin or how this is going to end...
But everything is crumbling and I'm dieing within.
A nasty realization is ripping right through me.
A sudden revelation is now clear to see.
We have drifted and I know I'm the one to blame.
I haven't been there-- I feel the full force of shame.
I wonder if its too late to repair the wrong...
Is it too late to place things back where they belong?
My mind is clouded, My hands are shaking,
My voice is cracking, My heart is breaking.
My vision blurred, My tears are falling,
My faith is gone, The dark is calling.
I'm suspost to be the rock, To help you when you fall.
I'm suspo
I love you more than any online game or even the internet.
I love you more than any anime or MMO Character set.
I'm sorry I don't have a ring to give, but here I am on my knee,
asking you to spend your life with me.
Instead of a ring I give you my heart my soul my being,
I give you my everything.
I can't promise a life of luxury
but I can promise to treat you like royalty.
So please say you will spend the rest of your life with me.
Danny, Will you marry me?
It feels like I'm overreacting.
Everything you do is attracting
to me.
Your words are impacting
everything I feel.
You face, your beauty plain distracting.
I get overly upset, happy, worried, and laugh with out reason.
Its like its four seasons
all at once.
there's Emotional treason
going on inside me.
So many feelings but seemingly lacking any reason.
If only I could make my self less confusing.
Its like my mind is refusing
to work.
I've never been so afraid of losing
anything as I am you.
This is all so bemusing.
your omnipotence over my emotion is insane.
Its hard to explain
how easily you sway my mood.
I wish I could ascertain
h
If only I was able to find the words somehow
To explain the many feelings inside of me right now
Positive mostly but negative ones too.
Its like I'm happily scared to fall in-love with you.
Heart is floating on cloud nine,
But my head's saying "Slow down! wait for a sign!".
I'm torn in half about what to do.
Do I dive head-first and leave it up to you?
Should I wait to think things through
Or should I give my heart to you?
Before I do, You should know; I'm really insecure,
I can be annoying at times and pretty immature.
I think too much, try too hard,
I'm awkward and a social retard.
I'm pretty messy and messed-up as well.
I have a one track
The Last I Saw Her-Final by Oriel-Danger, literature
Literature
The Last I Saw Her-Final
I'm the hateful son from the past
Wondering if his mother's love could last
Through the amount of tears I've made her shed
Through the amount of hateful words I've said.
I am the child that caused her tears
Asking forgiveness after all these years
I am the child that broke her heart
I ripped it and tore it all apart.
I didn't know until too late.
I didn't know of the terminal fate.
I couldn't see her hidden tears.
I didn't know her hidden fears.
There was no time to say goodbye.
Because the last I saw her--
The last I saw her i made her cry.
A pain stabbed him as he looked to his past.
He was in a dreamy daze.
His memories went fast.
He was once agian a child.
"Daddy, throw the ball!"
He said with a bright smile.
Daddy his leader, A child's impulse his master.
His days full of fun, love, and laughter.
He thought that they'd never end.
Father and son would always be best friends.
The brightness in a child's eyes.
Their laughter like fire that never dies.
A proud father, Hero to his boy.
Just being near him brought his son joy.
He remembered when he learned to swim.
He remembered... Daddy was so proud of him!
He remembered when his life was fun.
Then he remembered
She was going to die, She thought.
She told him as she cried.
He told her she'd be okay, He told her she'd survive.
But, she knew he had lied.
He began to look at how he treated her.
All he found was a mane of fur.
He called her crazy, insane, a wicked witch.
He called her stupid, ugly, an annoying itch.
He was full of anger, sadness: A pain from before.
He knew he loved her, at his very core.
Now he had to wonder, did she know?
had he really reached an all time low?
Even as she faded, he could not tell her.
Something stoped him, pride: His mane of fur.
He cried; He fell deeper into his hole.
To climb out... Was that really his
He smiled a smile you know well.
A fake smile, that much, you could tell.
It's the smile of one's soul in pain.
It's the smile of one's heart being slain.
Though he held his head up high,
all he wanted was to cry.
His life was not a simple one,
and thought his life was not yet done,
He felt it was time for his benediction.
He didn't think he could handle life's affliction
He gave a weak smile as he looked to the sky.
Then looking down he let out a sorrowful sigh.
A single tear slid down his face.
He flicked it away with a trembling grace.
Though he held his head up high,
all he wanted was to cry.
He thought back to when he was
The graceful motion of a train of thought.
A memory, idea, this train has brought.
It tells the story of someone's life.
It tells the story of someone's strife
It sings a song of someone's past
It hums a melody not meant to last.
As the train moves on,
to the darkness the owner is drawn.
The wind whispers into his ear,
Lending voices for him to hear.
The warm sun caresses him with light.
Still the darkness holds on tight.
The darkness pulls him. Grasping, tugging.
The light pulls back. Loving, Hugging.
The battle wages from inside,
as he looks for a palce to confide.
He looks and looks, all in vein.
He looks and searches with
I don't think I can explain the way I feel.
The way my heart weeps tears of blood;
Only to match the tears of water from my eyes.
Though I weep these tears of sorrow,
I weep them not for I.
I weep the for the one's whose sorrows I cannot subdue or subside
He's staring at eternity
looking for solace.
Searching for reparation
at the end of time and space.
A sentinel of rancor,
avoiding all admonish.
A future for his rapture,
Is what he shall demolish.
A purge of all emotion
has sealed his loathsome fate.
An eerie writhing feeling,
as he stared at the massive gate.
Now he feels regret and
now it's way too late.
Now he's on the verge
of a mind crumbling state.
Looking at the sign,
to his knees he fell.
For on the sign he read;
"'I welcome you to Hell'
~Signed
Lucifer"
There were days I doubted I’d make it through the storm
And each trickle of shame, each moment of pain, each year the same, oh how I mourned
But, just like the blind, I groped alone empty walls, hoping to find a light
While in the dark, my weary heart cried out to give up the fight
There were days when the battles raged so deep inside
That I made a deal with the devil to be my guide
But the emptiness of his wisdom only lead me astray
And the sacrifice of his prize was too high a price to pay
There were days I feared my soul would be consumed by the fires
And my wretched tears would conquer my desires
To escape such clinching woes
Of
The Mirror and the Face by DaIllestBeast, literature
Literature
The Mirror and the Face
The air is heavy.
My lungs slowly suck in steam. One long, laboring breath at a time. Water condenses on my skin. My hair drips into my eyes and down my face.
The mirror stands in front of me, framing me from head to waist. I move a towel down its fogged up face.
If this were a scene in a film Mike would say this particular framing turns the focus to the actor’s thoughts and emotions.
I try to translate my thoughts into emotions into body language.
I’m not thinking.
I’m not feeling.
Nothing translates into nothing.
I stare at my eyes. Glazed and dead fish, bluish gray. Dilated pupils.
I lean in closer. Close enough to
And here we are
just inside
And these walls are misconstrued.
The asphalt is unfolding
Our hands restlessly unglued
And by going inside
We might just find
The knob that's been twisting our heads
And by going inside
We might just find
The hand pulling all the threads
We nod at our
Eleven dollars and sense
Feeling every spacious digit
As our shadows intertwine
Turn up the dial
Volume and tension
Lips we'll never miss
A broken mirror in my life
As I stroke the blade of my knife
Is it time to end it all
In this reflection, I could witness my downfall
Why have all my senses failed
When will my instinct come to prevail
Why have my emotions gotten in the way
Clouding my logic, reality currently astray
On vacation, possibly permantly
Why have I let MOURNING REIGN within me
Such a failure, as my self worth continues to diminish
Sucking me in, will this be the finish
Of me, of all that I should become
How could I have allowed myself to come undone
I can't keep in step, I've become so afraid
I watch myself letting my future decay
A broken mirror in
If only I was able to find the words somehow
To explain the many feelings inside of me right now
Positive mostly but negative ones too.
Its like I'm happily scared to fall in-love with you.
Heart is floating on cloud nine,
But my head's saying "Slow down! wait for a sign!".
I'm torn in half about what to do.
Do I dive head-first and leave it up to you?
Should I wait to think things through
Or should I give my heart to you?
Before I do, You should know; I'm really insecure,
I can be annoying at times and pretty immature.
I think too much, try too hard,
I'm awkward and a social retard.
I'm pretty messy and messed-up as well.
I have a one track
Current Residence: Chattanooga, TN Favorite genre of music: Rock Shell of choice: Turtle! Skin of choice: Leather Favorite cartoon character: Scooby effin Doo Personal Quote: "Hardship is needed to learn lessons. Use those lessons to move on"
Favourite Visual Artist
Daniel Springer
Favourite Movies
Frequency
Favourite TV Shows
Teen Wolf
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
P!ATD
Favourite Books
Lost years of Merlin Saga
Favourite Games
Leauge of Legends
Favourite Gaming Platform
PC
Tools of the Trade
It was miss ketchup with the spoon in the bathroom.
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